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a villain that fights by the book of arithmetic
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[Apr. 12th, 2007|09:03 pm] |
ANYONE WHO HASNT ALREADY
ADD
OHCECELIA____
PLEASE :D! |
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[Dec. 9th, 2006|11:26 am] |
I'M DONE WITH THIS JOURNAL
SO ADD
OHCECELIA____
PLEASE. |
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[Dec. 6th, 2006|09:18 pm] |
I'm definitely considering putting extensions in my hair again.
I'm tired of waiting for it to grow
:( |
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[Dec. 5th, 2006|10:15 pm] |
This is what I do during photography class.
I love Adobe Photoshop. |
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[Dec. 4th, 2006|08:42 pm] |
i can't believe high school is almost over.
i have less than 6 months until i graduate.
when i was in 8th grade, i used to read journals of people in high school.
i had this whole world invisioned
of sneaking out, going to shows, pictures, etc&etc.
and then that world became mine.
i really wish i had written more of the life that i have had.
instead, i was afraid of judgement and stopped recording actual events in this journal.
my real life exists only in my memory; where i intensely fear that it will decay into nothing.
this journal has not been an accurate portal of my years.
i wish that i wrote about sneaking out & sneaking in, about drinking and passing out, about sneaking in to movies, and going out not knowing where i'd be sleeping, about the lives I touched and the lives that have touched me.
one time nancy, frances, and i randomly drove to and got lost in dallas at two in the morning.
we drove back and had no clue where we'd sleep. i remember frances calling a bunch of people in her cell phone trying to find a place to stay. we ended up on some girl named Jessie's floor, with a bunch of people we didn't know, and nancy and i were freezing. i love that night, it was so much fun.
things like that.. I need to write more of my life. |
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[Nov. 29th, 2006|09:14 pm] |
( ME BEING GAY )
COME BACK TO ME, NICE BODY. YOU ARE MISSED.
TELL ME HOW TO LOSE WEIGHT? |
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[Nov. 28th, 2006|09:43 pm] |
I'm taking this time to openly admit that I take things for granted.
I am spoiled.
I am not who I want to be.
I want to improve.
I want to thank every one of my friends, anyone who has been there for me.
Thank you.
You impact my life
in so many ways.
I love you all
without you I'd be nothing.
I mean it from the bottom of my heart
I am trying to make myself better for all of you
More than words can say, I love you. |
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[Nov. 27th, 2006|05:53 pm] |
CLOTHES/SHOES THAT I AM SELLING
(there will be many more.)
please look at them, and you know..buy them.
I accept cash& money order.
( mostly shoes ) |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2006|07:00 pm] |
hi lovely people :D I really need to start saving money to move out, soo I'm starting to sell some of my clothes, as I have a ridiculous amount that I never wear. here's the first thing I'm sellingggg.
It's a size small from Forever 21, I've never worn it. I'm selling it for $9, including shipping, or highest offer, though I don't really expect more than that.
so help my little wenis of a self out, thanks :D & I hope you all had a fabulous Thanksgiving. |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2006|12:50 pm] |
www.myspace.com/cccccassie
uh
lameass |
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[Nov. 18th, 2006|02:51 pm] |
HI MONROE PIERCING.
hi cute boyfriend♥ |
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[Nov. 15th, 2006|09:06 pm] |
monroe possible repiercage soon
jgadlfhgla; |
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[Nov. 13th, 2006|05:43 pm] |
this week is so unimaginably stressful.
I have a Calculus test, an AP Government test, an AP English essay and a quiz, a Economics quiz, AP Government and AP Psychology projects, photography project, and college rec letters and essays.
I just like broke down and started crying to my dad.
ajlhhkdfh.
I don't want to think about it.
edit.
HI GUYSSS.
I'm feeling a little better
cause of my amazing amigos.
love that alliteration there.
DARA&I ARE CUTE, its true. I love my best frieeend. |
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[Nov. 8th, 2006|10:01 pm] |
I've realized recently that I used to have really ridiculous anger problems. and I'm making a really big effort to change them. I used to hate so many people, for so many reasons. I used to just glare at everyone just because. It astounds me now how little I appreciated the world around me back then, even just a couple months ago. I was so angry at myself, and angry for being angry, and angry at everyone else for not understanding the bursts of rage I'd feel. I'd try so hard to take others down to make myself feel better. I think it possibly stemmed from my sadness over past events, and I didn't understand why so many things kept happening to me. I still don't, really. But right now I'm trying to let anger go. It used to make me feel safe to be mad, when I was with Trevor it was easier to be mad sometimes than to forgive him for whatever stupid thing I was mad about. I can't even remember the last time I was genuinely furious or angry at him now. I won't boast at knowing who I am, or being perfect or anything close to it. I have my flaws. I've done awful things in response to what I've gone through. But I truly want to be better. I really want to be that amazingly happy girl who's so optimistic, I want to be that friend that people turn to for help, and I want people to talk positively about me. I want girls to stop hating me for stupid reasons like jealousy. I want people to be able to trust me with everything. I want to be the girl who's not afraid to dance and be herself. I want to be an incredible girlfriend. I'm not going to lie anymore, I'm not going to betray, I'm going to try not to talk shit about people I don't know. I'm not perfect, so I can't say I will do this flawlessly. And I'm not going to be irrationally angry or sad. I'm going to live, laugh, love, & dance. Until I die. And when I die, I want to be remembered as a wonderful friend and person who loved with everything she had. I want to be able to look back on everyone I know with love and admiration, because that is what I want them to do for me. I don't want negativity anymore. I really don't.
I'm going to immerse myself in reading, and friends. I want a job. I want to live very passionately. I want to live with Trevor when I graduate. I want to make people happy. I want to make you happy. I want to touch people's lives and I want to never be forgotten. |
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[Nov. 7th, 2006|04:17 pm] |
I love him, and our matching coats. |
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